diyanah* says:
i'm gonna blog about mr dentist
chin says:
MR.
chin says:
what
chin says:
are you going to blog about how nice he is or smthg
diyanah* says:
DENTIST
diyanah* says:
uh
chin says:
or how evil
diyanah* says:
he is
chin says:
mean.
chin says:
wierd?
chin says:
lols.
diyanah* says:
but he drilled a damn hole in my mouth
diyanah* says:
AH
diyanah* says:
i mean
diyanah* says:
in my tooth
chin says:
drilled!
chin says:
ew!
diyanah* says:
YYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAA
diyanah* says:
and i was like
diyanah* says:
squeezin my hands like shit
diyanah* says:
and he went drilldrilldrill
diyanah* says:
and WALLAH
chin says:
=D
diyanah* says:
he drill dunno how many times sia
diyanah* says:
i thot it was OVER
diyanah* says:
but OO
diyanah* says:
more drillings
diyanah* says:
and i opened my eyes at the wrong time
diyanah* says:
and i saw the stupid screw-like thinger
diyanah* says:
that he was screwing into my poor tooth
diyanah* says:
: ) so entertaining eh
chin says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
chin says:
don't
chin says:
say
chin says:
that
diyanah* says:
oh THEN
diyanah* says:
he digged so deep i was squirming like a wormy
diyanah* says:
and he pulled out my nerve
diyanah* says:
diyanah* says:
now i have no NERVE
diyanah* says:
sounds so FUNNAYE
chin says:
chin says:
uhrm.
diyanah* says:
hee haw
diyanah* says:
anyway
chin says:
hee haw.
chin says:
-.-
chin says:
NICE.
diyanah* says:
my mouth was open for SO long
chin says:
HEEHAW- im a donkey
diyanah* says:
and numb for so LONG
diyanah* says:
chinny.
chin says:
open- and numb.
chin says:
OKAY.
chin says:
sorrAYE.
diyanah* says:
when he asked me to rinse
chin says:
and what
diyanah* says:
i POURED water into my mouth and i realised that i cudnt control the damn thing
chin says:
blood?
chin says:
OH):
chin says:
chey
chin says:
i thought got blood pour out
diyanah* says:
and i touched my lower lip
chin says:
MUAHA
chin says:
okaye-
chin says:
sorrye
diyanah* says:
chin says:
erm.
diyanah* says:
and it felt FAT
chin says:
NOT
chin says:
that
chin says:
fast
chin says:
*fat
chin says:
ew.
diyanah* says:
and i poked and poked and poked
chin says:
it must be swollen!
chin says:
OH.
diyanah* says:
cos it was SO entertaining
diyanah* says:
no
chin says:
so poor thing wor!
diyanah* says:
it's just numb.
chin says:
entertaining.
chin says:
and you don't feel anythg?
diyanah* says:
so it FEELS humongo
diyanah* says:
OOOOOOOO
diyanah* says:
then wads all the squirming FOR man
diyanah* says:
of COURSE it was paining
diyanah* says:
painful*
diyanah* says:
: )
chin says:
oh- hehe. sorry
chin says:
whoop
diyanah* says:
the man digged a hole in my tooth, and pulled the nerve OUT. sooooo
diyanah* says:
yah painfulf
diyanah* says:
hehe
chin says:
STOP
chin says:
it
chin says:
it
diyanah* says:
oooh
diyanah* says:
and i still have to go there..
chin says:
it it it it it it it
diyanah* says:
darn
chin says:
AWW
diyanah* says:
i cant even chew my food on my right
chin says:
he's going to inflict MORE pain on ur LITTLEE toothy.
chin says:
aww
diyanah* says:
tsk
diyanah* says:
SO helping
diyanah* says:
wait
chin says:
YAH! i know- thank me later. (:
diyanah* says:
i'm gonna put this on my blog instead of typing ALL over again
diyanah* says:
: ) chinny...

and SO. chinny is a morbid freak but so am i. xD

2 MORE DAYS TO RAYA AND I'M NOT READY FOR IT AT ALLLLLLL!

my mouth is suffering severe semutsemut/pins&needle attack. : S

we didn't get thru drama nite but..ah, whatever. alulubaba.

YAYY. younoewadyounoewadyounoewad? i beat zan in english! o.O
but dun be sad, zan.. you've got other subjects to PULL you up. :)

can't wait to leave school..
what is WRONG man? We had plans, but now they've all gone wrong.

That's all there is. (:
8:15 PM

Heyheyhey. i'm at home doing nothing but blogging.
Yay FRIDAY RAWKED BUT I WAS TOO TIRED TO BLOG.
WOOHOOO 102 CHEERLEADERS!!!!! YOU RAWK LIKE LOVEE <33333
i wanna get nice bajus for raya but my dad won't let me buy kebayas cos he says that i "takder isi". o.O. PISSED.
finefinefine.
oh yeah.. yesterday we had ANGKLUNG. was so happy to see kak faridah i dunno why. lols. and hannah is now officially and EXTRA. she's now a PIT. lol. hahahaaa. (points at hannah) and she's a gay and stupid baby. and i'm a stupid mom. deb's a gay daddy.
at least i'm JUST stupid. debbie's GAY. and it's all her fault hannah loves smacking peoples' butts.
anyway, ARGHHH.
i dun wanna take grade 8 practical and grade 7 harmony!!! so stressful.
oohooh!

WHO'S AGAINST RESHUFFLING OF CLASSES?!?!
me.
zafirah's friend is writing a petition. which i am going to sign..
grr. we tried so hard to make friends this year. hope next year will be better.. but it's like, starting all over again. oh MAN. aep.. spicebabes. BROKEN.

));

JUST WANT HARI RAYA TO COME FOR NOW... batch raya sounds ridiculous now. :S but i want batch rayaaa. <3

Berlalulah sudah ramadan sebulan berpuasa
Tiba syawal kita rayakan dengan rasa gembira
Anak muda di rantauan semuanya pulang ke desa
Ibu dan ayah keriangan bersyukur tak terkira

Ewa Ewa adik sungguh lawa
Abang apa kurangnya
Hari ini hari raya
Bila tiba hari begini
Umat islam bergembira
Menyambutnya di sana sini
Bermaaf-maaf bersama

Tom tam bola
Kain langsir ela ela
Nenek rambut putih
Datuk janggut merah

Emak jangan berleter
Bapak jangan marah
Jangan masuk kolong
Hari ini hari raya!

Satu hari di Hari Raya
Ku lihat cahaya bersinar indah
Langit cemerlang tak terkira
Tanda kuasa yang Maha Esa
Memberi nikmat pada manusia
Satu hari di Hari Raya
Ku dengar irama yang sungguh indah
Ku coba mendekati padanya
Kira irama itu adalah
Suara pujian pada yang Esa

Selamat hari raya
Aidilfitri mulia
Ampun maaf dipinta
Mensuci hening dosa
Setahun menghilang
Sekarang menjelang
Hari yang bahagia
Selamat hari raya

IN A HARI RAYA MOOOOD. xD

That's all there is. (:
12:50 PM

Oww. oww. oww. My tooth reallyreally hurts cos there's this nerve thingy which is unprotected by my tooth's top layer.. or something like that. but heck care cos OWWWWWWWW.
just now, i was rolling on the bed owwing and groaning and moaning my butt off. it's damn PAINlah. then my dad came and complained that i was making too much noise and if i cant take the pain, i should go to the hospital's dental clinic which is working for 24 hours. but NO. i didn't go. and he said, maybe i shouldn't go to school tomorrow. i was utterlyhumongouslyenormouslygiganticallyabsolutely HORRIFIED cos tomorrow there's NETBALL CARNIVAL!!!!
can't let all that training for goal shooter go to waste.... :S ohnoohnoohno
but anywayy.. it's raining heavily now..
here's what happened after school.
had that perbayu (persatuan bahasa melayu/malay society) thinger with the indian students from uh, India. they were nice. it was fun. we played games with the lil guli2 and the batu serembans. fun. then tarianers were nice. but they were wearing black top and bottom only. aww..
blahblahblah.
then THEY performed for us. i thought the song was nice.
i thought they're traditional dance was nice too. kinda like the different freligions and cultures.. i saw those (topless) guys praying to their god(s) and those three girls who looked like they were solating in the dance. aand.. blahblah.. i went to get my cam with filzah and missed the fire dance thinger. grrr. iqah tried to make me jealous. -_-'' fine, iqah, FINE. hurrhurr. x)
THEN after a looong blahblahblah..
THEY DID THAT FUNKAY BOLLYWOODISH DANCE!!! <3<3<3
SO COOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!! they were like swinging around in boygirl pairs and kicking legs and slapping palms and skipping and andandand... that guy just climbed up his friend's back like anything?! then his friend just pushed him down like THAT.
see my jakun-ness.
so they had this question and answer thinger WHERE I FELT SO BAD FOR THE GUESTS.
like, someone asked them if they had INTERNET. like DUH. shouldn't ask that question it's like.. they were all dressed nicely and their english was GOOD, it's just their slang.. while we were like.. "she can try again LAH" or smthing... cmon, singapore is just a DOT. like, . asking that sorta question is like, DEGRADING them!?
don't think too highly of yourselves!!!

hmm... then CIKGU had to RELEASE US SO LATE...like..6+ then me, munya and zaf had to buka (juice and rollercoasters) in the CAR. ZAF'S DAD'S CAR. tsktsk. ask us to go home so late. tomorrow got the drama thing i'm gonna have to PON. dental appointment. if i don't go, i'll do a tragic act (crying act) in front of the damn whoever which involves clutching my darn cheek.

That's all there is. (:
11:17 PM

Here i am blogging cos i have nothing better to do. My dad just handed me his book titled, "Angels Unveiled". It's about Angels. -.-' He thinks i should read this book over the hols or something. Hmm.. interestingg. (: maybe i should. Anyway, it's ONLY six more days to HARI raya. i didnt REALISE until today! OMG... i havent done much. I DUN WANNA MISS THE NIGHT. Malam Lailatul Qadr. It's a special opportunity to berpahala.. :S can't miss it!!! Dad says that if you're solating or something on that night, you may feel the presence of the Malaikats (Angels) watching over you.
Anyway, this is an excerpt from the book, Angels Unveiled.

Angels are hope of humanity. They are the source of light and the enrgy of creation. They are the beacons of every seeker, the oasis of every desertm the waves in every ocean, the spring of every river, the crystal in every diamond. They are the dew from heaven on every leaf. They are the life in every drop of blood in animate beings, the motion behind every living cell. They are the driving force of constellations and galaxies. They are the starts and suns and moons in every firmament. The universes swim in their orbits. They are the superpowers known by all tradition, beliefs, and philosophies.

Shaykh Muhammad Hisham Kabbani

Alright. I will read this book. Anyway, hope you guys meet with Malam Lailatul Qadr. When the Angels all come to Earth. (:


Aqilah didnt come today. Was quite...well, it was a normal day. Passed History. Phew! Took Neos with Jenny and Dee. haha. I was cutting the rest of the pictures so they took both the nice, 'cutted', pics i wanted. Sigh. it always happens. I dun wanna take neos anymore. :(
Hope i do well for the exams we'll be getting back tomorrow. <3>

That's all there is. (:
9:11 PM

Monday, October 24, 2005

Yadayadayada. i'm bored. And Perbayu is damn pissing. Poor amira. And if only people are more serious about it mann.. and we HAVE TO PAY for what we are doing...WHICH is not very enjoyable. like wthell... stupid performance at stupid esplanade. And they chose Amira at random sehh. And tmr there's that bloody freakin thinger about malay culture. Grrr. amat pissing... x\ And in the malay room some random seniors saying that we are so semangat about malayy. like, HA HA.
haha.
Saya ingingkan gambar baru untuk kawanster... x) alaahhh. bosanbosanbosan.
Malam drama pun amat memepiss. Saya sudah tidak kesahkan malam drama. grrr. Karnival Bola Jaring pula menakutkan. :S Apa merepek saya cakap nii ha??
I sound like an old nenek. Neneks are normally old.
aRGHHHH. i'm ultra boredd!
<3

That's all there is. (:
8:26 PM

Oww.. my tooth hurts. Whenever i fall asleep, my tooth will hurt so bad until i pening and i have to put minyak kapak or something ONTO it. ^&(*&^%# annoyingg.
i dun get my previous post. hehe. crappy.
I want to take pictures!!!

That's all there is. (:
5:38 PM

Friday, October 21, 2005

hey, you noe wad? i'm actually feeling bored. like BORED. BORED, tau, BORED. like..whyy. so fast.. so funny.
i blogged three times today!!! i'm gonna have a lot of posts over the hols man.
i'm tutoring my sister grade 4 piano. and she's being a pain. grr. but nvm cos she really really really needs help. her theory sux seriously. but that's normal, i think. but ms tan is real strict lah. she kinda was disappointed when i got 97% for my theory exams once. and now my sister got like.. 67% for the practices? :S poor thing. I feel really bad for not doing much good things this month. i should like.. use this opportunity since its ramadhan. yupp. yay and i got 5 tissue packets for ONE dollar from this lil old lady down orchard. i was with aqilah. everyone was ignoring her... x)) yayy. but one dollar is like.. one dollar only.. :( poor lady. awwww. i feel so fortunate. when i fast i really smtimes forget about those poor people out there who are like fasting everyday and never really breaking it. like, they have no reason for living anymore, for some. look at the earthquake, hurricane, old tsunami victims..bombings.. people are dying so quickly. Is Hari Kiamat a.k.a Doomsday arriving?
oH man... i really really feel bad. sometimes i really do bad things, i think. i feel like my heart is so polluted. my bro has a pure heart. he's still young and he knows nothing of bitching/evil/lying/etc. basically sinning. :S i need to cleanse myself!!!!!
I think (ooh sharon just smsed me and told me about angklung camp. i dunno... it won't be like last time i think..) alamak i forgot what i was thinking about.... think...think...
u shall edit my list of wishes. yepp. :P
oh man... i'm scared. :\
a FEW things to bersyukur about:
*i am a Muslim. :)
*i am in rg no matter how much i think i suck
*i can walk and talk like a normal human.
*i look alright. some people have disfigured faces and all. i dunno how i would feel. they're brave.
*i can think. not like people born with low IQ.
*i am so fortunate to have a home. complete with this computer that i am using to blog.
*i have food to break fast with. unlike some malnutritioned kids out there.
*i live in this zaman. where there is such thing as puasa, solat sunat, etc. all the new chances to bertaubat. but do people use them? do I use them?

and the list goes on. THINK about it, people...

That's all there is. (:
10:08 PM

heyy people. year's coming to an end. thanks ya'll for making my life more MEANINGFUL is rgs. hurrhurr. our first year.
ooo, we all CANT WAIT for next year.. -_-'''

FRIENDS BY MY SIDE!! <3

That's all there is. (:
6:37 PM

oh and the perbayu thinger is pretty annoying... and the batch thinger for alma mater too. cos we have to pay 7 bucks for wad we are doing for people. plus we are forced to do it. $$ moneyy. even volunteers do work for free, who thell PAYS for it. tsktsktsk. my dad will scold me i think. :S

That's all there is. (:
5:18 PM

I'M SO HAAPPPPYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! my mum is making kuih tart alreadyy.. just the pineapple part. X))) but anyway... EOYS ARE OVERRR. i shall testi aqilah cos she testied me nicenicenicelyyyyy. I WANNA GO ESCAPE. I'M HUNGRY. I WANNA EAT KUIH TART BUT HAVENT BUAT PUNN. heehee. so happy. happyhappy. but oh yah. my mom just told me..
you better bersyukur with what you have now. even cos ur in rgs, cos you have a home and your future..probably quite a bright (insya'allah). brighter than sm people out there.. many people are dying or have nothing much left in life...anything can happen and if Allah wants to pull away anything that you have in life, He can. so BERSYUKUR EVERYONEEE.... : ))))))
stomach is TALKING to me. like. "growlgrowl." amelia's blog is nice. x) abu's nice too. ami's nice too. ash's nice too. abura's nice too. they all synchro change blogskin samesamesame ones. haha. so cool.
back to being happy.
HAPPYYYYY!!!!!
and too nadia once more.. thanks a bunch! <333
WE SURVIVED EOYS!!!!!

That's all there is. (:
5:13 AM

i'm soo excited about holidayysss. like really really really really....
i've got super funkay plans. that include making cookies with amira and aqilah.. going out with yummy 102-ers. uh underwear? -____-'''' nadia's look.
and i realise that i love this font and i should be mugging math now yes. i shall. later. i keep saying later. i think it's my new favourite word. i think i should get a new blogskin. yes, i should. i wanna make my own. but dunno how to link to blogger...that kinda stuff.
OMG I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT.
okay i should sabaaar...relax, diy. not over yet. not like you're HELPING yourself since you're looking for blogskins..so...
yaaay. *jumps up and down*
oh no. netball carn. alah..why got dsa class.. :S unfairness of it allll. hurrhurr. takper.
CLASS SPIRIT, MAN! eoys have brought us together. lols. the year is ending and 102 should BOND, BOND, BOOOND.
i feel like blogging cheem stuff. nothing cheem/philo to blog about. oh WELL.
study math.

That's all there is. (:
10:13 PM

like hellooo.
i'm mugging on the day before history and bio exams and i HAVENT really started explorations or tang stuffs??? and i'm only at nutrition for BIO???

where's my little nadia-genius-tutor?!?!
FREAKIN OUTTT.
(oh no. i can't)

That's all there is. (:
8:26 PM

YIPPEEEE!!! fiona, muh babe, you make me....
SEE THE LIGHT!!!!!!!!
hurrhurr. yes you do. by telling me that i would most probably NOT stay back in sec one cos i cant flunk EVERYTHING.
oh, nooo. but there are sm seniors who stayed back. *shivers*shivers*
but that was LAAAST time. i dunno... but...
FOOD MANIAAA.
my dear darling chinyee and i had this go crazy over nice pictures of FOOD thing. which was HYPER lame and CORRRNY but yeah. hurrhurrr. we kept changing yummy dps on MSN.
AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR EOYS TO BE OVERRRR!!!<33333

That's all there is. (:
8:34 PM

Do you know what i'm THINKING about now? at this time... when i am gonna die tomoro for the TWO (not one, but TWOOO) karangans. and for history cos i SIMPLY CANT read history notes. like, wthell. i cant. stupid TANG dynasty. dumb EXPLORATIONS. all i can think of is SCURVY. i like geog. but i always sleep when reading geog notes.
okay. about what i'm thinking of.

1. AFTER EOYS. WE CAN MERAYAP IN ORCHARD.
2. BATCH-BUKA
3. HAPPY KUIH MAKING (AND EATING)
4. HAPPY NETBALL CARNIVAAAL. <3
5. HAPPY DRAMA NIGHT :D
6. HAPPY FAREWELL EOYSSSSS.
7. HAPPY GOODBYE EOYS.
8.HAPPY GET OUTTA MY LIFE EOYS.
9. ICE-CREAM SUNDAES
10. CHOCOLATE PUDDING
11. ICE-CREAM CAKE
12. SWENSEN'S
but NOOO. we just had ENGLISH onlyyy. D: how upsettingly disappointingly sad.
and like, my compo was. CRAP.
i SERIOUSLY think i will fail it. i dun think i'll fail my compre, Insya'allah.
WHY MUST WE HAVE TWOOOO KARANGANS? AS IF RINGKASAN WASN'T BAD ENOUGH?!?!?
I LOVE FIONA LLH FOR REMINDING ME THAT I CAN'T POSSIBLY STAY BACK IN SEC ONE UNLESS I SUCK SO BAD UNTIL I FAIL PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING.
what if i really DO?!?!?!?!
man, I LOVE BIG LETTERSS!!!!<333333

That's all there is. (:
5:04 AM

I am totally obsessed with these food--yumyumyum.

That's all there is. (:
10:36 AM

i'm sorry for being such a bloody loser.
but i feel so bad for keeping it all to myself. so now i shall say out how i felt yesterday:
>i think i am really dumb
>i felt like i was surrounded by bullies when the pits came flooding in. lol. that's amira's expression.
>i couldnt wear my nike shoes anymore. damn the rules.
>i wonder who booked me for my fringe. LIKE i have one. some pits just laugh cos they never get booked. they don't know how it feels. esp when you're down in the dumps.
>i felt so relieved when zan said she's try to do something to help me
> i felt pissed, down and sad again when liy simply said, "you cant do anything"
>i wanted to burst while blogging after she said that.
>i felt so depressed in the toilet but it felt so good to be bawling like hell and i was scared of coming out. scared of cracking up again.
>i finally went out, hoping that people wudnt notice me,and if they did, they wouldn't make a commotion cos they're my friends.
>but i got to the toilet and talked to amira and liy saw me and she was like, "DID YOU JUST LIKE CRY?!" which turned a few heads.
>i swore on the inside.
>i lied, of course, and ran away to send the stuff to the conno man.
>i felt so lost and sad and also relieved for crying out before reaching the staff room when amira and fizz were behind me.
>i felt disgusted by myself.
>i just lost it but i didnt care cos they were my friends.
>i wanted to hug them but i was just to gross.
>told them it was about me failing all my exams, but nope, actually it was EVERYTHING. just a pile of old and new problems, all kept and chucked away, ignored by me.
blahblahblahblah.
>went to bawl in the toilet AGAIN.
>people outside. i wanted them to go away. but that's just mean. i love them.
>blahblah. ms wong...
>ms wong talked blahblahblahblahblahblah. she's real nice. but i cant remember much of what she said but that it's not too late, and if i fail, it's okay.
>i love my darling spicebabes and oneohtwoers.
>i love that room, cos it reminded me of the room of requirement or something, in HP book 5. (wdh?!?!) but that's wad i thought. -.- so cool. especially with the weather and all.
blahblahblah.
I LOVE THE PEOPLE WHO CARE!!!!
*hugs*
and that's the end of my long nenek story.
message to melia: WE CAN MAKE IT, GIRL!

That's all there is. (:
11:48 AM

sad

That's all there is. (:
1:03 PM

rgs is suicide

That's all there is. (:
11:16 PM

i'm such a loser. and i felt like a girl surrounded by bullie just now when our class was flooded by pits. lucky i was legal. except for that person who booked me for my fringe. FRINGE?!

That's all there is. (:
11:11 PM

I'M LOSIN' IT, PEOPLE!!!

i'm damn freakin LOSING it man. i'm going insane and i'm really scared of EOYs. i cannot espress it. i dun belong in this school. i dun belong anywhere. i just wanna scream. and runaway.
this is all i cant say cos i need to mug. but i need to mug so much cos i cant depend on any subject now to pass. really. i'm doomed.

That's all there is. (:
8:22 PM

before the end of the ni-iight.
i wanna hold you so tiiight....
tempted to touch. tempted to touch. little woman, man i need you so much.
went to study with amira, atiqa, with jenny behind READING A BOOK. what a GENIUS. reading a book when exams are coming. anyway. atiqa and amira were acting like lil kids and iqa was singing and singing. and i joined a bit with spongebob and just the girl songs-oh and barney.
gay. going to dhoby ghaut is NICE and COOL but malas lah. so far like that.
NEED TO STUDY. SO SCARED AND NERVOUS AND SCARED.
i failed bio BADly. like, BADLY.

man, i dun feel like blogging. i'm having mood swings and high emotions.
what should i name my lil richard bear?
bill-bong or ahmad?

That's all there is. (:
8:28 PM

i just wanna scream. i want to run away from here and find a damn big field and just
SCREEEEAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then i'll throw myself back on the green, green, fresh, sweet grass and look up into the sky and close my eyes.
and maybe die a nice death.
but maybe i'd rather not die there. not then.

i'm so clueless. AND i hate EOYs.

That's all there is. (:
5:07 AM

Janice Ian


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Damian


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i tried him for fun. *snorts*. got regina at first.

That's all there is. (:
8:01 PM

That's all there is. (:
10:48 AM

AND I WANNA MAKE HARI RAYA KUIHS (or isit kuehs)!!!!!

ooooh i loooove.

but my mom said tak nak. grr. pasal rumah berserak, she said.

BUT I WILL BEG HER, YES I WILL.

That's all there is. (:
6:04 PM

i'm siiiick. oh BOO.

i have a fever and my nose is trying so hard to run away from me i' d like to spank it.
but i dont of course.
oh noo i missed today's history class..
(and why isnt there any hot pink colourrr for my font????)
just now, in the sick bay, i was all alooone. and sad. and tired. and alone. and sneezy.
i hate it. but the sick bay's bed is quite nice and squishy and comfy, i guess. *the BRIGHT side.*
i pretended to sleep every time someone comes in to wash the dishes. i just cant sleep. i guess i should have went home earlier. then can pon more of school.
darn it. but i thought... i dunt know why, exactly, but i just didnt want to go home yet. i guess i was looking forward to going for history and compstuds with the others (nadia and aqilah). i heard ash and iqa were sleeping together. pillow on ash's butt. cool.
oh nooo.
shouldn't have played PE todayyy.
today i was weak not because of puasa, but because i was SICK. ahahha. that wasnt funny actually.
OH WELL.

That's all there is. (:
6:02 PM

omg, my blog is back to normaaaal yaaay.
i just realized that my blog is all about my boring life. hurhurhur
and while i am bloggin i am sneezing like mad. *aaaaaaaachooooooooooo*
and i sneeze and my legs shoot up. haha funny.
tearing.
today i half puasaed. haha. hoho. hehe.
couldnt lah. oh noo.. have to bayarrr.
nadia is so funny. so fun to bully. yet she bullies me in return sometimes.
i wanna sneeze.
today geog was ACTUALLY FUN. cos we had DEBATE. although i didnt breath a word to support our Pro team. haha, neverminddd...
why is my blog such random crap. i wanna sneeze. it's fun.
i visited fik's blog. so nice and long and good englishy. so SMART. suhwoons. ee, swooning over fik.
NEVERMIIND....
told you my blog is a load of crap these days. jenny, me and zan are getting really lame these days too.

GO AWAY EOYS, I DUN NEED YOU IN MY LIIIIFE!!!!!!!!!
too BAD.
my philo journals are a load of crap. it dusnt even make sense to me.
so there. i shall sleep now.

That's all there is. (:
10:57 PM

yesterday liy ajaked me to go study with irmelia, atiqa and deb. oh MAN, was that a GREAT idea. deb got punked. kinda lame. i didnt know the oh OH thinger meant anything. i didnt mean anything. i expected it. oh MAN. deb was just getting hyper suspicious. hurhur. anyway. we went out to study at shaw mcdonald's. STUDYY konon. i was buffing my nails again. now it can shine and reflect light like. WOOH. i think someday i'll use it. as mirrors. ten little mirrors on my hands.. :) suhweet.
oh did i mention that i managed to PULL aqilah along? hoho. kesian dia. actually i didnt wanna go too. liyanaaa....
so ANYWAY. today is
THE FIRST DAY OF RAMADHAN=PUASA
hmm... that's why i'm hungry and my mouth is dry and smeling wonderful and my tummy is talkin to meee....

brain: hey all you internal organs...
stomach & heart replies: hii.....
brain: aaww. why so SAD?
(my brain can be SO lame sometimes.. sighs, no wunder i think like this.)
heart: yeah. hmm... why must we fast.. whyy. i just wanna eat my heart out. ehh. i AM a heart. heheheeeee
(stomach & brain roll their eyes.)
brain: oh come on... it's good for you. you fast. you get pahalas. you practice discipline on your nafsu. and plus, you can slim down and burn those fats.
heart: brain, you're a brain. can't you see that diyanah dusnt need to slim down anymore unless she wants to look like a broomstick.
brain: oh yeahh..
stomach: (growls.)

and that was really lame. but i am really bored. and hungry. but NEVERMIND.
cant wait for BUKA time. :)) it's always nice to look forward to it.

That's all there is. (:
4:09 PM

it's early in the morning and i'm trying to think about geog debate.
hmmm... i got a headache today.
after sahur i ALWAYs seem to go to the toilet and empty all i got.
oh man.
i need to see to nature's call now.
again.

That's all there is. (:
6:23 AM

hurrrah i love today's weather. description: ultra windy that there's howlings out my window. and the trees' branches are being tossed about, swaying incontrollably. dark clouds. oh NO, the howling stopped. come baaack howling!!!!!!!!
yay howling's back.
I BOUGHT NEW NEW SHOES YESTERDAAY...
ok nvm.. but i love them. i love C n K.
i love stormy weathers tooo... <3

That's all there is. (:
8:36 PM

packed and left.


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